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so i shit today down the toilet
i...
1. woke up to say bye to vicary..even though i WILL be here when she gets back
2. cleaned the bathroom
3. did my dishes
4. cleaned the stove and table
5. registered for a birth certificate
6. talked teresa's ear off
7. downloaded some hilary duff...aka her new song where she wears a sweet coat and hat...and danced around to it a bit...i love when popular artists voices just totally 'change' all of sudden...it amuses me
8. slept and woke up in a pool of drool
9. talked trish's ear off
10. made cupcakes
11. at 9:40 finally busted out my laptop and started to work on my essay...
12. at 11:00 i turned off my laptop in order to watch the simpsons and eat the pizza that i had made for myself
whenever vicary and natalie leave i clean...that is bad...they leave and then i clean the whole place so that i can live in a clean apartment all by myself...oh well. i guess really i only cleaned the bathroom... which i love to do...well maybe not love..but i really like it...tomorrow i will do the kitchen sink...it will dazzle and it will make me happy
i shouldn't have had a nap today because now i won't be able to sleep tonight even though i already feel tired...and then i will go to bed late and wake up late and not do my essay..great..just great
i want the weather to start being nice again so i can bust out my dresses
ok...this is my birthday wish...the one and only thing i am going to ask for:
a little fairy to come down or up i guess...from somewhere while i am sleeping and tell me what to do in september...and shove my body full of confidence that whatever choice 'i' make i will be happy with...i mean really..is this too much to ask???
oh yeah..one more thing...today i almost started crying by myself sitting at my computer desk about the fact that school is over...mwuahahahahahahahahah but i didn't...i just felt the tears coming..but they stopped somewhere before coming out...oh my gosh..i hope i don't cry...when i felt the tears coming i just pictured my dad and i moving my shit out and me bursting into tears every 5 minutes and my dad having no idea about how to deal with it... i don't know why i pictured my dad because i don't think he will be helping me move...maybe because thinking about my mom and rich having to deal with me crying like a baby doesn't seem like a big deal because it happens all the time...
over and out
meg
i...
1. woke up to say bye to vicary..even though i WILL be here when she gets back
2. cleaned the bathroom
3. did my dishes
4. cleaned the stove and table
5. registered for a birth certificate
6. talked teresa's ear off
7. downloaded some hilary duff...aka her new song where she wears a sweet coat and hat...and danced around to it a bit...i love when popular artists voices just totally 'change' all of sudden...it amuses me
8. slept and woke up in a pool of drool
9. talked trish's ear off
10. made cupcakes
11. at 9:40 finally busted out my laptop and started to work on my essay...
12. at 11:00 i turned off my laptop in order to watch the simpsons and eat the pizza that i had made for myself
whenever vicary and natalie leave i clean...that is bad...they leave and then i clean the whole place so that i can live in a clean apartment all by myself...oh well. i guess really i only cleaned the bathroom... which i love to do...well maybe not love..but i really like it...tomorrow i will do the kitchen sink...it will dazzle and it will make me happy
i shouldn't have had a nap today because now i won't be able to sleep tonight even though i already feel tired...and then i will go to bed late and wake up late and not do my essay..great..just great
i want the weather to start being nice again so i can bust out my dresses
ok...this is my birthday wish...the one and only thing i am going to ask for:
a little fairy to come down or up i guess...from somewhere while i am sleeping and tell me what to do in september...and shove my body full of confidence that whatever choice 'i' make i will be happy with...i mean really..is this too much to ask???
oh yeah..one more thing...today i almost started crying by myself sitting at my computer desk about the fact that school is over...mwuahahahahahahahahah but i didn't...i just felt the tears coming..but they stopped somewhere before coming out...oh my gosh..i hope i don't cry...when i felt the tears coming i just pictured my dad and i moving my shit out and me bursting into tears every 5 minutes and my dad having no idea about how to deal with it... i don't know why i pictured my dad because i don't think he will be helping me move...maybe because thinking about my mom and rich having to deal with me crying like a baby doesn't seem like a big deal because it happens all the time...
over and out
meg