Nothing will ever change
Well this weekend has been the same as always. Go to work come home and go to sleep and start all over again in the morning. I am soo tired of this... now i am thinking I really need somebody there for me. Like to call when i get home, or to send messages during school stuff like that. This being alone crap is really getting on my nerves. BUt what am i suppose to do about it. Just wait for someone to show up on my door step.... OR WHAT?!? I know I know you don't need to have a boyfriend but now i am thinking.."HELL YA I DO!" I see my best friend with her boyfriend and she is really happy, I want that. But all i can do is dream...On another note school is going ok.. NOT. I am soo stressed because of Homecoming is coming in Oct and i don't feel i have everything together yet. School work is starting to build up and i have Auditions tomorrow. Oh, and i am completely BROKE but that is ok i am getting payed monday with big dollars. I hope everything is goin to go ok soon or i will just have to jump off a building. *Wink Wink* "i won't really do that " Well bye for now. :) Daniell