Closing in on me
I quit my job last week. Still I don't even have a prospect of a new one. I need to get on that. One week and already I'm starting to feel a little crazy with nothing to do all day. I was offered a place at my old job fresgo. After a second discussion with the new owners it turns out they only need someone to do the weekend graveyard shift. I was quick to decline.
I'm not sure where my life is going right now. Is that a bad thing?
All I've been having lately is bad dreams. Ones where I wake up and there's a gross unhappy feeling left for me to dwell on all day.
Could it be bad late night eating hatbits? Over stimulated mind and understimulated body? I couldn't say but it's something that's definitely affecting me.
I'm starting to read more. I can't watch tv. I turn it on, maybe watch half a tv show and get bored. After living with out a tv for a year it just isn't the same. I can't spin records late anymore. Or even that much during the day. But I will be able to once tysen starts working. Which I think is tomorrow. I've been picking up my guitar more. Trying to build up the skin on my fingertips again. The other night I played until my left fingertips were almost purple. There's something satisfying in it though. Suffering to excellence.
Today I'm going to bevan's to spin records. Maybe even record a set. I'm excited. I miss hanging out with him.
I'm not sure where my life is going right now. Is that a bad thing?
All I've been having lately is bad dreams. Ones where I wake up and there's a gross unhappy feeling left for me to dwell on all day.
Could it be bad late night eating hatbits? Over stimulated mind and understimulated body? I couldn't say but it's something that's definitely affecting me.
I'm starting to read more. I can't watch tv. I turn it on, maybe watch half a tv show and get bored. After living with out a tv for a year it just isn't the same. I can't spin records late anymore. Or even that much during the day. But I will be able to once tysen starts working. Which I think is tomorrow. I've been picking up my guitar more. Trying to build up the skin on my fingertips again. The other night I played until my left fingertips were almost purple. There's something satisfying in it though. Suffering to excellence.
Today I'm going to bevan's to spin records. Maybe even record a set. I'm excited. I miss hanging out with him.