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Today I appreciate the rain that Dominic referred to last night as the kind that makes you want to swear and beat your wife. The death of summer always leaves me to inwardly reflect on my personal inventory. I'm learning to appreciate that as well because i spent many years drowning in selfishness and self loathing. sensitivities and insecurities and a complete lack of being able to see my way out of being checked out for fear of hurting people led me to hide within myself, from myself,from everyone. Despite everything, all that damage, there is hope. Life is beautiful. Everything here has its purpose and deserves reverence. its all gonna be ok because we all have our place no matter how low we feel in those dark moments.