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Whenever someon gets a bit depressed for seemingly no reason, it's hard not to think you're the one who is causing this and making them miserable. That's an incredibly backwardly egotistical view.
I gots me that lonely feeling tonight. Nothing a nice 9 hour nap won't cure.
If I didn't know better, I'd swear this is all hormonal. But I know better. I used my awesome forward thinking and rented some dvd's for after work. I got Crash. I hear it's good. This is probably the wrong movie to watch when I'm feeling all shitty about the world. Ah well. Fuck it, right?
I need to go have a smoke now. Ahh..after this song is over.
History is such a funny thing. This song reminds me of being 15 and hanging with Hazel. She's back now. Her boys are perfection. Haze will always be in a special place in my heart that won't ever be touched. No matter what. When we were kids growing up together, who thought all this time later, we'd still be best friends, that our lives would be as they are? We've been to the very bowels of hell together and shit....that says a lot to me. Nothing ever broke us. Nothing ever will. Including whatever is wrong with her.
Anyway....I need that smoke now.
I gots me that lonely feeling tonight. Nothing a nice 9 hour nap won't cure.
If I didn't know better, I'd swear this is all hormonal. But I know better. I used my awesome forward thinking and rented some dvd's for after work. I got Crash. I hear it's good. This is probably the wrong movie to watch when I'm feeling all shitty about the world. Ah well. Fuck it, right?
I need to go have a smoke now. Ahh..after this song is over.
History is such a funny thing. This song reminds me of being 15 and hanging with Hazel. She's back now. Her boys are perfection. Haze will always be in a special place in my heart that won't ever be touched. No matter what. When we were kids growing up together, who thought all this time later, we'd still be best friends, that our lives would be as they are? We've been to the very bowels of hell together and shit....that says a lot to me. Nothing ever broke us. Nothing ever will. Including whatever is wrong with her.
Anyway....I need that smoke now.