Mar 11, 2005 00:40
If you Clevelanders aren't busy on Sunday night, head on over to the Hi-Fi Club and have a drink or two and relax to the smooth sounds of Kill Shawn's Head. :)
Things are better. If I talk about it too much, they'll go sour again.
I gained 9 pounds. Nice.
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Thanx for the pic compliment...I actually thought it was ok, but better than nothing & I like to change it up every now & again.
yeah, I don't like really thin girls, either. I like them curvy & real & it's just delicious, I think...I think a lil' belly is cute! But when I look at myself, I see myself all distorted, bigger than I am or whatever & wanna BE one of those really thin girls I'm not as into. And I don't mean, like, normal thin...I start to covet Ally McBeal thin. Which is gross, cuz boobs are cool:) I think thin frames (like you in your user pic here, I think you look great) and frames bigger/curvier are nice & fine, too. But the thin so thin & thinner eat-a-sandwich-looking-gals scare me. So why would I wanna be one? It's just too many yrs of all the wrong magazines & thought patterns...I've been trying to deprogram myself for yrs...with all the issues of Ms., Bitch, & Bust magazines & countless feminist books & countless bands preaching feel-good-about-your-grrrl-self stuff around you'd think it would've sunk in? I just need to tone up...that would probably make all the diff...but that's a whole other thing!
And for record...even when I'm unhappy w/weight I don't starve myself or pop diet pills. I just get more conscious about eating BETTER and try to make exercise schedules, but the latter never quite pans out...
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