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I have been feeling out of sorts all day. Over the weekend my boyfriend and I had several teary discussions about getting married. How he isn't ready and about the fact that I want him to propose to me. It has nothing really to do with a ring, nothing to do with a wedding. I want to be reassured that he wants to be with me. And I don't know if that would even work. He says he does. I believe he does. But with two years in Africa learing over out shoulders I just don't know what to think.
Will you return to me? I can't imagine life without you. And today I tried and I am in the biggest funk I have felt for a long while.
I can't know if this is going to end well. Or if we will continue our relationship as if it had never been disrupted when he comes home. All I want is reassurance. And I feel so lost. What will happen when you leave? I wish I could know.
Will you return to me? I can't imagine life without you. And today I tried and I am in the biggest funk I have felt for a long while.
I can't know if this is going to end well. Or if we will continue our relationship as if it had never been disrupted when he comes home. All I want is reassurance. And I feel so lost. What will happen when you leave? I wish I could know.