First entry...
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*I dont belong here*
I've been lost,
lost in memory of the past...
I trace my footsteps back through my life,
I realized somethings changed...
Its not the obvious,
nothing stated in fact...
Something inside is broken,
something inside is cracked...
Thinking about all the misconceptions,
the doubt, the truth, the lies...
Something can't be mended,
something makes me cry...
My words are in a jumble,
my thoughts are twisted with confusion...
Wishing I could go backwards in time,
Just been wondering what had happened....
Is the feeling so empty because I don't get it?
Or do i understand completely....
I block the truth,
the facts just dont add up....
The need for a clear presentation,
a clear explanation...
Im so lost inside myself,
inside the empty gap...
Nothing more depressing than not knowing why,
why do i feel this way?
why do i sit all alone and cry?
Im sulking in my own crippled mind,
crippled from exhaustion...
Some things go better unsaid, untold, not remebered,
but how do you forget somthing you always wanted?
A time when everything seemed so perfect contrary to the wrong,
How do you let go of something?
When it really was a nothing?
*I dont belong here*
I've been lost,
lost in memory of the past...
I trace my footsteps back through my life,
I realized somethings changed...
Its not the obvious,
nothing stated in fact...
Something inside is broken,
something inside is cracked...
Thinking about all the misconceptions,
the doubt, the truth, the lies...
Something can't be mended,
something makes me cry...
My words are in a jumble,
my thoughts are twisted with confusion...
Wishing I could go backwards in time,
Just been wondering what had happened....
Is the feeling so empty because I don't get it?
Or do i understand completely....
I block the truth,
the facts just dont add up....
The need for a clear presentation,
a clear explanation...
Im so lost inside myself,
inside the empty gap...
Nothing more depressing than not knowing why,
why do i feel this way?
why do i sit all alone and cry?
Im sulking in my own crippled mind,
crippled from exhaustion...
Some things go better unsaid, untold, not remebered,
but how do you forget somthing you always wanted?
A time when everything seemed so perfect contrary to the wrong,
How do you let go of something?
When it really was a nothing?