That Night U Get too Drunk to Care...

[msoundwave84]

Happens again,
Those feelings of regret...
You push me over the edge,
Dieing just hasnt happened yet...
Cant control the tears,
My lonely soul crys inside...
I break behind the smile,
From the world I hide...
So go ahead call me a liar,
Call me on every frown...
Make me feel like a fool,
Prove I am a breakdown...
Im sick with hope,
Sick of loosing it all...
Cant loose when theres nothing there to start,
You'd die to watch me fall...
Its all about me,
Ive hated everything I have ever been...
Surrender me to this life,
I give up & you win...
Escape this ugly life,
Escape my troubled lie...
Take me far away to be alone,
Push me & make me say goodbye...