Apr 15, 2005 19:34
Ok so today really started out funny. So I went to the campus center to see how much money I had in the bank. Tell me why the god damn ATM ate my card. YEAP! it ate my card. So its going to take 7 to 10 bussiness days for my bank to send me another card. But the good news is that my good mother sent me some cash through western union, so I should be ok until next pay period.(THANKS MOMMY!!!) I think the best thing I can do is keep reminding myself that I can't change the world, bad shit is going to happen no matter what. I just gotta roll with it and keep going. All this other bullshit is just side bar stuff, the only thing that really matters is me getting a degree from FPC. Plus, once soooo many things happen to you in a course of two weeks, you have to just throw up your hands and say fuck it, cause if not you are going to drive yourself crazy. I think it was said best, when I was told don't let these mother fuckers see you sweat. When they see you sweat, they know they got you right where they want you. I am sooo glad the spring term is almost done. I am finally going to have the chance to be on this paper chase. This summer is about making MAJOR money. I have a goal in mind and I have to meet it. So don't be mad if you don't see much of me this summer, I'm sorry folks but I gotta be on my grind. I have to make this money. So the plan this far is to work two full time jobs. I have one, but I am still working on getting the second one. I should know by monday what the deal is with this second job. I think this summer is going to be like the summer right before I bought my car (that summer was crazy all I did was work...busted my ass...but I got my car). So this summer may be the same, all I am going to do is work, and bust my ass once again. If things go right...I'll have what I want by the end of the summer. I guess time will tell. I just gotta keep telling myself why I am doing what I am doing....Gotta keep focused....I think I can do it....Do you? (lol)