please be gentle

[msnvwls]

"Shh... watch your voice or she'll hear you."Stone drunk again, cheek against the cold surface of a tile floor. Turn over and put eyes on the door, light creeping out from beneath it. Not ready to face it, not today, I’ll come out later. I sit up and peek into the bowl. The soft glow of the night light by the mirror allows me to see the stains

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[glazomaniac]

i told my whole friend of list to come here & comment. i hope you don't mind.

hahaha

[msnvwls]

Not at all!

way i see it

[glazomaniac]

i have more people who don't know you who read me, so you're more likely to meet someone new. i think you should encourage all your friends to pimp this entry.

HEY FRIENDS PIMP THIS ENTRY

[msnvwls]

Did you know that until yesterday I hadn't made a new LJ friend in like 2 weeks?

i make new friends in batches

[glazomaniac]

so it'll be months before i make a new one, most likely.

like you need a new one

[msnvwls]

You're already friends with half of LJ!

i need to know all the cool people on lj

[glazomaniac]

one day, i want my whole friends page to be Worthwhile. you know, the kinda ljs that are Amazing to read. interesting, moving, happening.

& lj has something like 3 million users. i don't have near half that.

that's quite the dream

[msnvwls]

My journal used to really suck. I'm glad it's gotten better, and you should hold on to hope that the shitty ones on your list will improve, too.

oh, i i very rarely drop anyone from my list

[glazomaniac]

except people who no longer use their journals, people who don't write coherently, & my ex-girlfriend.

i have never read a bad entry in your journal.

how long've we been friends?

[msnvwls]

My journal started to improve this past summer. Before that it was pretty worthless.

i have no idea at all

[glazomaniac]

i prolly added you last summer, or shortly before.

something like that

[msnvwls]

I just know it was sometime after I joined LOS because I thought you were scary until then. So sometime after April.

why did you think i was scary?

[glazomaniac]

i wonder if anyone out there still thinks i'm scary. i feel like i'm kinda like a hapless child, rather than anything scary.

well

[msnvwls]

In r_s, you were always either saying something was crap or being intimidating hiding behind a confederate flag. And on your audioscrobbler it said, "No power in the 'verse can stop me" so I envisioned you as a destructive force of great power.

hahaha

[glazomaniac]

the confederate flag is a symbol of love, & the quote is from firefly, which is about the dorkiest thing in the known universe.

i know that now

[msnvwls]

But the younger, more impressionable Andrew of mid-2004 didn't know any better.