i'm going to develop an ulcer
dammit!
decisions should not be causing me this much stress. i have too many other things (i.e my thesis and two exams, and a presentation that i have on monday) to be stressing out about not having a job a month from now.
ARGH. i'm really starting to piss myself off. i cant stop worrying. when i'm awake all i do is worry. i can't live in the moment. i have to be thinking about things that are way off in the future. grr.
decisions should not be causing me this much stress. i have too many other things (i.e my thesis and two exams, and a presentation that i have on monday) to be stressing out about not having a job a month from now.
ARGH. i'm really starting to piss myself off. i cant stop worrying. when i'm awake all i do is worry. i can't live in the moment. i have to be thinking about things that are way off in the future. grr.