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Jan 04, 2005 23:53

For once in my life I am doing homework. Crazy isn't it. Once again I have been let down by good friend ___(insert name here)____ I mean at least he kinda remembered that I asked to talk to him, Four days late, and MANY MANY sufficent funds short. Oh well, this goes to show that I am ultimatly going to end up a penis hater, blah blah blah, no hope left.

D Y VR TR T WRT WTHT VWLS?
(Do you ever try to write without vowels?)

Obviously I am a little distracted from doing my homework. God I hate school a freaking LOT. I mean don't get me wrong, I haven't really put forth any GREAT amount of effort into my school work, but this is my reasoninh for it, school, it really blows, a lot, and I only have what? Four monthes left. I hope that I make it, with my rear intact, I keep toeing the line, but that's okay. I just need to make sure I can still get into college. God, college, I don't even know what to do about that topic. I need to go, but I am really anxious, I just don't think I am ready to go. I think the main test about college, its not an ACT or an SAT, but its getting the nerve to fillout and submit the applications that get you in, dorm forms, applications for credit cards, bank accounts, leases, etc. Obviously new doubts are coming to mind, how to afford it, what to take, what to do, who to be, where to go, what meal plan, what dorm size, what spring break vacation spot, what side of the bleechers to sit on, where to get a job, what hair color, soft white or off-white.

I wish that these concerns had been here last year so that I could be more directed towards college, but I didn't care then, I know I am not ready now, I know that I don't think I am ever going to do one thing, I don't what to do with myself.

I A M G O I N G I N S A N E!
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