Well Xmas has come and gone...
An I can say i'm glad to see it go. It seriously had me stressed out. But over all it was nothing but great!
I was blessed with John & his family. All of them are amazing. Made me feel as if I was born to be part of the family. They not only except Brittney & I, but also Linda & the girls. We all spent Xmas Eve over @ his Mom's with everyone. Great food, great people. His mom read a poem called "xmas in heaven" yeah I totally lost it. Tears were shed from almost everyone. That means alot to me as well, having people who share my pain. As corny as that sounds.
Xmas day we spent here. John cooked breakfast for all of us. His mom and sister came too. Linda cooked dinner. Both were way yummy. The girls got sooooo much stuff. It was a good idea that I held a few things back for her bday (my baby turns 5 in ten days!!!) Because she seriously got so much.
Only thing that would have made it perfect is for my momma to be here. And for my brother to be ok. (he's back in detox, hopefully this time it works) But I guess that's just something I have to except. Which btw,I'm really improving on.
But overall It was a wonderful holiday. I got spoiled myself. John got me a huge 4ft x 4ft collage frame. (it's going to take me forever to finish it.) A beautiful heart necklace that came in this bad ass Lenox jewlery box. I got way more than expected. But my most favorite thing is my Conair foot spa. It is just so freakin cool. No worries I'm not going to post every thing I got.
Amyevn though I didn't get to see you on Xmas, I'm glad wegot to talk. You've been on my mind alot. One night this week I'd like to do an "us" night. So lemme know please. I love you.
Glad everyone's holiday was so great <3 And I leave yall with this...
I was blessed with John & his family. All of them are amazing. Made me feel as if I was born to be part of the family. They not only except Brittney & I, but also Linda & the girls. We all spent Xmas Eve over @ his Mom's with everyone. Great food, great people. His mom read a poem called "xmas in heaven" yeah I totally lost it. Tears were shed from almost everyone. That means alot to me as well, having people who share my pain. As corny as that sounds.
Xmas day we spent here. John cooked breakfast for all of us. His mom and sister came too. Linda cooked dinner. Both were way yummy. The girls got sooooo much stuff. It was a good idea that I held a few things back for her bday (my baby turns 5 in ten days!!!) Because she seriously got so much.
Only thing that would have made it perfect is for my momma to be here. And for my brother to be ok. (he's back in detox, hopefully this time it works) But I guess that's just something I have to except. Which btw,I'm really improving on.
But overall It was a wonderful holiday. I got spoiled myself. John got me a huge 4ft x 4ft collage frame. (it's going to take me forever to finish it.) A beautiful heart necklace that came in this bad ass Lenox jewlery box. I got way more than expected. But my most favorite thing is my Conair foot spa. It is just so freakin cool. No worries I'm not going to post every thing I got.
Amyevn though I didn't get to see you on Xmas, I'm glad wegot to talk. You've been on my mind alot. One night this week I'd like to do an "us" night. So lemme know please. I love you.
Glad everyone's holiday was so great <3 And I leave yall with this...