Sigh
So this weekend has been interesting. Phil was home which is always fun. Friday night we all went over there and had a good time. It was the first time i had seen Sabrina drink in a loooong ass time. It was funny watching Phil, his friend Ian, Hot Ryan, and John do the Irish jig to Flogging Molly. Good times...I didnt get home and into bed until 2:30 which sucked because i had to be at work at 6:30 for a meeting. Needless to say i was half dead and didnt pay much attention. As soon as it was over i immediately went home and went back to bed. The rest of the day was pretty much recovering from the night before. I went back over there last night expecting it to be pretty mellow but i was wrong. Will decided he wanted to bake a cake so we drove to Winn Dixie to buy cake mix and ended up just buying 2 cakes and some frosting. When we got back we ate some and then Will decided it would be funny to smush some frosting in my face! So i took a handful of cake and got him back. Then someone else shoved more in my face and it turned into an all out frosting war. No one was safe after that. Phil, Will, and I got it the worst. There was frosting everywhere. It was on the furniture, in my hair, up my nose, on the floor, on the walls....It was a mess, but it was fun. The rest of the night we spent cleaning and talking. I have pictures and as soon as they are developed ill post them!
This next part is about all the drama thats been happening between me and a certain person. I just needed to vent. A lot has been going on with Dave and I recently. It all started when we got into a fight about politics. It was dumb and we never should have had that conversation knowing that we werent voting for the same guy. I really didnt think that much of it and as always i got over it. To my surprize Dave didnt. I went to the beach with John and Dave didnt come because he thought all we would do was argue. I was surprised by this and called him to figure out what was going on. My exact words were "Dave i wish you would have came." So even more to my surprise i find out that a few weeks later Dave is still leaving messages on journals and still arguing about politics. I really thought we had gotten past that. Okay so we get into it again! (I sware this is like a freaking soap opera!!!) Whatever, i didnt care. I really thought that with time Dave would realize that we can be friends even though we dont agree about politics. I really thought that it was something we could overcome. I was reading his journal and discovered that he had crashed his car and was having a really rough time. Someone had commented on it so out of couriosity i read it. Someone had said something that pissed him off and under that comment there was a paragraph from Dave pretty much blaming me for the comment and calling me every sigle curse word in the book. I couldnt believe he blamed it on me. We had our disagreements but i am not mean. Its not who i am. I hate fighting and usually do everything i can to avoid it. I immediately called and left him a message on his phone. I had had enough of this stupid internet bullshit. He never called back and it pretty much seems that he will never talk to me again. John told me not to let anyones opinion of me get me down and i usually wouldnt but it hurts to loose a friend like that. It seemed salvageable at first but the anonymus comment pushed him over the edge. Its like im loosing a friend for a reson that is not my fault. Honestly i dont know if i even want to be friends anymore. He said such hateful things to me. He attacked me personally instead of just my political affiliation. He called me names like cunt and bitch and told me to fuck off, that hurts. All because of something he assumed i said. I dont know what to do about it anymore. I guess Id like to talk with him and just smooth things over a bit. I dont think we could ever go back to the way it was. He has a hatred for me now. I guess i just want to be able to be in the same room without feeling uncomfotable. I want to know that we can talk to each other and be civil. I dont even care if we lost that bond we had, i just want to be on good terms and end this. Anyway sorry for so much rambling and drama but i needed to get all that out.
This next part is about all the drama thats been happening between me and a certain person. I just needed to vent. A lot has been going on with Dave and I recently. It all started when we got into a fight about politics. It was dumb and we never should have had that conversation knowing that we werent voting for the same guy. I really didnt think that much of it and as always i got over it. To my surprize Dave didnt. I went to the beach with John and Dave didnt come because he thought all we would do was argue. I was surprised by this and called him to figure out what was going on. My exact words were "Dave i wish you would have came." So even more to my surprise i find out that a few weeks later Dave is still leaving messages on journals and still arguing about politics. I really thought we had gotten past that. Okay so we get into it again! (I sware this is like a freaking soap opera!!!) Whatever, i didnt care. I really thought that with time Dave would realize that we can be friends even though we dont agree about politics. I really thought that it was something we could overcome. I was reading his journal and discovered that he had crashed his car and was having a really rough time. Someone had commented on it so out of couriosity i read it. Someone had said something that pissed him off and under that comment there was a paragraph from Dave pretty much blaming me for the comment and calling me every sigle curse word in the book. I couldnt believe he blamed it on me. We had our disagreements but i am not mean. Its not who i am. I hate fighting and usually do everything i can to avoid it. I immediately called and left him a message on his phone. I had had enough of this stupid internet bullshit. He never called back and it pretty much seems that he will never talk to me again. John told me not to let anyones opinion of me get me down and i usually wouldnt but it hurts to loose a friend like that. It seemed salvageable at first but the anonymus comment pushed him over the edge. Its like im loosing a friend for a reson that is not my fault. Honestly i dont know if i even want to be friends anymore. He said such hateful things to me. He attacked me personally instead of just my political affiliation. He called me names like cunt and bitch and told me to fuck off, that hurts. All because of something he assumed i said. I dont know what to do about it anymore. I guess Id like to talk with him and just smooth things over a bit. I dont think we could ever go back to the way it was. He has a hatred for me now. I guess i just want to be able to be in the same room without feeling uncomfotable. I want to know that we can talk to each other and be civil. I dont even care if we lost that bond we had, i just want to be on good terms and end this. Anyway sorry for so much rambling and drama but i needed to get all that out.