i treat my friends like shit.../.??daneoApril 20 2006, 18:23:12 UTC
mary im so sorry ! im sorry that im always a cunt to you. im sorry that what makes you happy makes me depressed! im so sorry the we have grown apart!!! im soooo sorry that i wasent there for your birthday but you have no idea what i was doing on your birthday last year! it was one of the worst nights i can remember! maybe we shouldnt be friends anymore...? i love you with all my heart and i know you love me too. we're just differnt people now! u dont need me and i dont realy know if i need you like i used to! im not in brisbane because im doing whats best for me! im not snobbing you! i want to hang out with you!! why dont you come down here...?? my mum keeps asking me why havent you come down too see me yet.. i tell her that you are far too busy with work! why dont you take a few days off come down here and spend time with me...??? i think its because you think 'if you take time off i cant save as much money and wont be able to leave as soon!' whats the hurry to leave...? kyle will always be there for you! come spend a few days with me here!!!! if you loved me so much you would ! my family LOVES you! come down here and have some me and you time!!! why wont you.....??
im sorry for the last mesage !
mary im so fucking sick of fighting about this shit!!!!!!! i'm going to try to be a better friend! maybe you should stop and think if you have been a great friend. if things dont change i dont want anything to do with you EVER again!!! i dont want to loose you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but can we get over this..? i dont want to talk about the whole england 'thing' again! i know how you feel and you know how i feel! can we just enjoy the time that we have together and stop being cunts to each other...??
i know i need help !! i just dont know where to go for it and i dont know how to ask for help! why am i the only person that still has problems...? why have you and everyone else grown out of this shit.....? but i cant seem too....???? !! i guess im a fuck up and always have been
Re: i treat my friends like shit.../.??msmary_contraryApril 21 2006, 00:11:22 UTC
what were you doing on my birthday last year? and why did it stop you from calling? don't use what you were doing as an excuse not to make a call. You didn't call because you didn't want to! I already know that! I can't go to warrick unless its on a thursday night and i'd have to come back sat night/ sunday morning to work at 1:30 sunday. I can't get days off work i'm permanent and i have no sick days.. and besides you don't have a job why can't you get here? And how would I get there? And don't suggest justin drives me I know he would and thats lovely of him but that wouldn't be me and you time! Why can't you come to brisbane? You can stay at my house if you want to or I could stay at yours! What's so bad here that you can't come here? Like I said before Warrick will still be there in 2 months I won't! I really fear that this is the end of us and I hate that! I really felt like earlier this year we had lit that spark again and I LOVED IT SO MUCH... DIDN'T YOU!?!? Why can't you please please come here!? I don't want to just spend a few days with you and justin in warrick with your family I want to spend time with you and only you! This is no offence to justin at all he's great but I want me and you time just like he gets! Why am I not deserving? It really REALLY hurts me to think you'd call amanda before you'd call me! She didnt support you AT ALL through your hardships and you've hung out with her how many times??? I've only seen you like 2 or 3 times since you got back!!! Please come to Brisbane!!! What if I do come to Warrick on a thursday night and come home sat night would you come back to brisbane with me?? And spend some time with me here? Please? This is our last shot Dane please please don't blow it I really want to reconcile I don't want to leave on bad terms I want you at the airport so I can cry in your arms and say goodbye I want you here for me now! I'm going through a hard time now just like you maybe in completely different ways but we're both lonely now it just doesnt make sense that we're not together! "It was always you, and me, always, and forever" remember that song? It reminds me of you alot! I want to light that spark again! And I want to keep it lit while I'm gone. I'm sorry I'll try my hardest not to mention me leaving if you'll just agree to hang out with me. Give us one more chance. If it just doesn't work we can call it quits it's your call but I feel like there's a big hole in my heart without you! What do you say? There's so many things that remind me of you! I watched the south park movie lastnight and Saddam Hussain was fucking the devil and he talks like you and greta and saz used to "aahh guy" well i guess its hard to explain but you'd know it as soon as you hear it.... I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so sorry !
im sorry that im always a cunt to you. im sorry that what makes you happy makes me depressed! im so sorry the we have grown apart!!! im soooo sorry that i wasent there for your birthday but you have no idea what i was doing on your birthday last year! it was one of the worst nights i can remember! maybe we shouldnt be friends anymore...? i love you with all my heart and i know you love me too. we're just differnt people now! u dont need me and i dont realy know if i need you like i used to! im not in brisbane because im doing whats best for me! im not snobbing you! i want to hang out with you!! why dont you come down here...?? my mum keeps asking me why havent you come down too see me yet.. i tell her that you are far too busy with work! why dont you take a few days off come down here and spend time with me...??? i think its because you think 'if you take time off i cant save as much money and wont be able to leave as soon!' whats the hurry to leave...? kyle will always be there for you! come spend a few days with me here!!!! if you loved me so much you would ! my family LOVES you! come down here and have some me and you time!!! why wont you.....??
im sorry for the last mesage !
mary im so fucking sick of fighting about this shit!!!!!!! i'm going to try to be a better friend! maybe you should stop and think if you have been a great friend. if things dont change i dont want anything to do with you EVER again!!!
i dont want to loose you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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can we get over this..? i dont want to talk about the whole england 'thing' again! i know how you feel and you know how i feel! can we just enjoy the time that we have together and stop being cunts to each other...??
i know i need help !! i just dont know where to go for it and i dont know how to ask for help! why am i the only person that still has problems...? why have you and everyone else grown out of this shit.....? but i cant seem too....???? !! i guess im a fuck up and always have been
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calling? don't use what you were doing as an excuse not to make a call.
You didn't call because you didn't want to!
I already know that!
I can't go to warrick unless its on a thursday night and i'd have to come back sat night/ sunday morning to work at 1:30 sunday. I can't get days off work i'm permanent and i have no sick days.. and besides you don't have a job why can't you get here? And how would I get there? And don't suggest justin drives me I know he would and thats lovely of him but that wouldn't be me and you time!
Why can't you come to brisbane?
You can stay at my house if you want to or I could stay at yours!
What's so bad here that you can't come here?
Like I said before Warrick will still be there in 2 months I won't!
I really fear that this is the end of us and I hate that!
I really felt like earlier this year we had lit that spark again and I
LOVED IT SO MUCH... DIDN'T YOU!?!?
Why can't you please please come here!? I don't want to just spend a few
days with you and justin in warrick with your family I want to spend time
with you and only you! This is no offence to justin at all he's great but
I want me and you time just like he gets!
Why am I not deserving?
It really REALLY hurts me to think you'd call amanda before you'd call me!
She didnt support you AT ALL through your hardships and you've hung out with
her how many times???
I've only seen you like 2 or 3 times since you got back!!!
Please come to Brisbane!!!
What if I do come to Warrick on a thursday night and come home sat night would you come back to brisbane with me?? And spend some time with me here?
Please?
This is our last shot Dane please please don't blow it I really want to
reconcile I don't want to leave on bad terms I want you at the airport so I
can cry in your arms and say goodbye I want you here for me now!
I'm going through a hard time now just like you maybe in completely different
ways but we're both lonely now it just doesnt make sense that we're not
together! "It was always you, and me, always, and forever" remember that song?
It reminds me of you alot!
I want to light that spark again!
And I want to keep it lit while I'm gone.
I'm sorry I'll try my hardest not to mention me leaving if you'll just agree
to hang out with me. Give us one more chance. If it just doesn't work we
can call it quits it's your call but I feel like there's a big hole in my
heart without you!
What do you say?
There's so many things that remind me of you!
I watched the south park movie lastnight and Saddam Hussain was fucking the
devil and he talks like you and greta and saz used to "aahh guy" well i guess
its hard to explain but you'd know it as soon as you hear it....
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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