Sep 15, 2006 19:18
Heylo, well today nothing really happened cept i got really bummed out cuz of this guy. [ Well, i've had a crush on him about 1 year now...even though i didn't think so before...i noticed it now ; since everytime hes with another girl, i either get mad, sad etc... Anyways today he broke up with his girlfriend and hes probably going to ask out a girl soon... which i hope is me, but i deffinately think he won't. Why? Well in grade 07 which was like 02 years ago, i heard a rumor going around that "tha guy" liked me...but i didn't like him at all, so i was really mean to him... like when he said hey whats up... i said f*ck off and w/e....i did that because i wanted him to HATE me...and NOT like me........ so that was my mistake. I feel really bad now and sorry, cuz now i actually like him. I hve no idea why.....but i just do. Kinda crazy eh? ] i'm jus wondering if i should say sorry for the way i acted in grade 07 nd explain tha whole thing..........but if i do he might find me annoying...since thats wht he found me as at camp last June, always talking bout Chris Daughtry..and Harry Potter....
Well anyways thanQs goes out to my hunnii Vivian ! i love her to death..i dont know wht i'll do without her, becuz shes always there to cheer me up, and tell me stuff i dont know...even though shes a year younger :) well i hope he does ask me out and w/e..........i'm jus not to sure of if i should jus forget bout him....and move on. Lve comments plz to show wht i should do. ThanQ's :)
CaOo x