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Ever feel like everytime you finally stand up you are just pushed back over. You go from having the worst night to the best day then wake up to realize it all could be a lie?? It feels like I'm walking around in a circle. It has now been a week. I went from okay this will be okay to theres no way in hell my life is over back to things are going to be okay and now to I have no idea what to think. I've been seriously thinkign about getting out of the state for good. Starting over. leaving everything I have here and just going. Why do I want to run away from everything, whats that going to change? I don't know this probally makes no sense to anyone. But I needed to write something down so I did.