I'm done with this bullshit....

Nov 12, 2008 13:18

This is ridiculous. I am done. I have people lurking my page telling me how shitty MY life is. I have people i dont even know talking shit about me in NC. I havent lived there in 3 years people. I have visited there in over a year and a half. Hell i dont even really talk to anyone own there anymore. I have tried, but ive realized now that trying to still be friends with people who love drugs more than anything else is pointless.

I'm sick of sticking up for others. I'm sick of all the drama it's bringing into MY LIFE.

My life is good. I went to school. I was the VP of the largest club on campus. I was a TA and a Tutor. I won an academic award. I got an associates degree. I'm going to finish my BA and eventually my Masters. I have a full time job where i make a lot of money. I live with my bf. I have for pretty close to a year. We are looking at BUYING a home, and not just renting anymore. We want to get married and have kids. We play video games and watch movies together every day. He is the only person i know i can trust.

I dont do drugs anymore. I havent touched mushrooms, coke, X, poppy since the summer of 2005. I havent really drank in 2 years, my 21st b-day being the last time i was really drunk. I smoke pot and cigarettes. Period. I am in the process of quitting cigarettes right now . I have joined a gym and plan on losing all the weight i gained from being with my bf and getting comfortable to the point where i dont care about my weight anymore. I ust want to lose some to be healthy.

So, fuck you to anyone who is talking shit about me. Fuck you to the person that told a friend that i was the person who got Sam using heroin. REALLY?! The hardest shit i've done was coke. I havent seen her since her hbt started. I didnt make her do this. Fuck you to the people saying my fat. That i LIE to myself about MY LIFE. Until you are me, and you are living MY life you can fuck off. You dont know shit about me and who i am . You dont know the truth. I know the truth and you are all sad pathetic fucks who have nothing better to do with your tie than belittle and trash-talk.

I am 23 years old. I dont live in NC. I dot ever pln on living in NC , ever again. Leave me out of everything. I have my own life that i am living and i am no longer a part of yours. I will continue to speak to those that i want every now and then but other than that i'm done. Charlotte has turned into a festering hole of shit. Everyone , who are adults, are acting like they are in high school still. I graduated 6 years ago. I'm done with all that nonsense.
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