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First before my theory, I would like to mention how much of a loser I feel, as I don't know any other person with a penis posting on LiveJournal.
Theory #48: Jews and Homosexuals dominate the world of performance because both are percieved or were percieved to have something wrong with them/us, and that wrong thing was something that could be hidden in plain sight, hence making Jews and Homosexuals the ideal performers in the world, because it was/is a part of who we/they are.
I think that makes sense.
So I post in confusion. At this point Heather is in Spain and quite unreachable, and I have been talking on the phone with Ms. Sara Goldfarb quite a bit lately and I do not want to become a nuisance or nag, leaving me with no one else to talk to.
I am confused about my future. I hate life here at Southern, quite badly, and I want to transfer, preferably to Clark University in Worcester, MA. I applied to five schools total, and I have only heard back from UVM (who accepted me and gave me mucho money). The problem is that I really only want to go to Clark.
The next level of confusion goes into what I will major in. I have considered quite seriously Anthropology, then rejected it in favor of some combination of Business/Psychology. Yet that in no way constitutes what I want to do with my life, I think.
That directly leads to the next piece of confusion. What to do with my life. The options are numerous. Lets list them.
1) Perform - Any kind of performance, on any level, from full-time to amateur, to professional auditioning.
2) Non-Profit - My original plan, but now I doubt that I really want to spend my life doing it.
3) CEO - eh, just put that there, no real interest.
4) Politics - Though I hate politics and am far from abreast of anything going on in Washington D.C. a very recent interest has sprung up within me to learn more/become involved. This happened about 3 hours ago while I was writing a letter to the Honorable Christopher Shays (R-CT) about his proposed PSA Act (Public Service Academy Act). I rather like him. Could be a very interesting pursuit, that of civil/public service. Too bad everyone hates politicians.
5) Something else - Something else all together. No real idea what.
Whatever I do I know that I want to be important and make a difference and be happy, and not do any of it alone. I realize what that might sound like, but w/e.
So I am thorougly confused with what to do with my life and what my future holds in store for me.
Theory #48: Jews and Homosexuals dominate the world of performance because both are percieved or were percieved to have something wrong with them/us, and that wrong thing was something that could be hidden in plain sight, hence making Jews and Homosexuals the ideal performers in the world, because it was/is a part of who we/they are.
I think that makes sense.
So I post in confusion. At this point Heather is in Spain and quite unreachable, and I have been talking on the phone with Ms. Sara Goldfarb quite a bit lately and I do not want to become a nuisance or nag, leaving me with no one else to talk to.
I am confused about my future. I hate life here at Southern, quite badly, and I want to transfer, preferably to Clark University in Worcester, MA. I applied to five schools total, and I have only heard back from UVM (who accepted me and gave me mucho money). The problem is that I really only want to go to Clark.
The next level of confusion goes into what I will major in. I have considered quite seriously Anthropology, then rejected it in favor of some combination of Business/Psychology. Yet that in no way constitutes what I want to do with my life, I think.
That directly leads to the next piece of confusion. What to do with my life. The options are numerous. Lets list them.
1) Perform - Any kind of performance, on any level, from full-time to amateur, to professional auditioning.
2) Non-Profit - My original plan, but now I doubt that I really want to spend my life doing it.
3) CEO - eh, just put that there, no real interest.
4) Politics - Though I hate politics and am far from abreast of anything going on in Washington D.C. a very recent interest has sprung up within me to learn more/become involved. This happened about 3 hours ago while I was writing a letter to the Honorable Christopher Shays (R-CT) about his proposed PSA Act (Public Service Academy Act). I rather like him. Could be a very interesting pursuit, that of civil/public service. Too bad everyone hates politicians.
5) Something else - Something else all together. No real idea what.
Whatever I do I know that I want to be important and make a difference and be happy, and not do any of it alone. I realize what that might sound like, but w/e.
So I am thorougly confused with what to do with my life and what my future holds in store for me.