feeling disjointed.
So mom called earlier today. She asked if my sister called me last night. No, she didn't, is it about the house? (ask I, as my siter closed on a house on friday), No! Apparently my sister's gramma died on sunday.
I honestly don't know how to react. I am saddenned for Crystal, but I am numb, myself. Florence was a big part of my life for a while, she never treated me different that Crystal, and as far as I remember, she was a good woman, but I really didn't see or talk to her much in the last handful of years.
I loved her, but I don't know how to mourn her. I don't want to seem uncaring, I don't want to seem melodramatic, and I haven't fully processed it yet. Char is being supportive, Steve is being an ass today, but it happens so rarely that he is allowed a bad day here and there, and yeah. I am just, oddly out of it.
I am going to email my prof for tonight's class, I have a feeling that it will beb etter for me not to be there tonight. If this hits me, it will undoubtedly be in the middle of accounting, believe you me.
I honestly don't know how to react. I am saddenned for Crystal, but I am numb, myself. Florence was a big part of my life for a while, she never treated me different that Crystal, and as far as I remember, she was a good woman, but I really didn't see or talk to her much in the last handful of years.
I loved her, but I don't know how to mourn her. I don't want to seem uncaring, I don't want to seem melodramatic, and I haven't fully processed it yet. Char is being supportive, Steve is being an ass today, but it happens so rarely that he is allowed a bad day here and there, and yeah. I am just, oddly out of it.
I am going to email my prof for tonight's class, I have a feeling that it will beb etter for me not to be there tonight. If this hits me, it will undoubtedly be in the middle of accounting, believe you me.