Dec 10, 2006 00:32
Tired of feeling characterized by what people think of me and tired of caring for that matter. Hating people takes a lot of energy, but then again, so does breaking the habit. But it's about time. Though, it does feel pretty weird, I mean, acting one way for such a long time and then suddenly changing.
It's kind of scary when you realize that a lot ends in two years. Theres so much that I want to do, but I think in the end I just have to have fun doing what I'm doing. And stop feeling like everything is passing me by or something.
Definitely ready to move on. I've got some ideas too! I think at this point I'd rather just take my chances because its becoming more and more real to me that I only regret the things I haven't done rather than the things that I have done.
On a lighter, less philosophical note, theres a dance coming up! I can't wait. Dances are always way more fun without boyfriends. No doubt. Besides, theres probably nothing in the whole world that makes me happier.