allow me to be gross and weird because i'm tired and quixotic
I got my iPod replacement naaaa and so it goes there is officially music in my life again.
Music and I, you know, we're never gonna end. This is true love right here.
I played futsal again today after sitting on my ass for so many months.
I don't like that I'm so sluggish now, I can't even really think that well on the court anymore.
I need more physical activity
and walking from school to Katipunan does not count
I need to have regular exercise to counter the days wherein i have to sit on my ass, facing a computer, editing.
speaking of, we launched our music videos na and dood it was quite an experience
it was just like any other class with Quark, except Raymond (?) Bautista and Diego Mapa were part of the panel.
Sorry naman.
I've been trying to upload the video since Saturday morning but to no avail, youtube fails me. Or, my wifi fails me. Or both. Basta EPIC FAIL.
Dumadami na yung plans for the upcoming breaks. Sem break, then Christmas break, then the long sordid stretch before summer.
But I'm not even gonna allow myself to think of the summer yet.
Siguro mga early March/late Feb.
And useless ng blog entry na ito.
Sobrang puro blabber lang.
Meron kasi akong iniisip (actually, marami) na alam kong hindi ko naman pwedeng pag-usapan dito sa aking blog. Thank God for top secret 007 private ones. Hahahaha.
I just found my laptop's mouse after about two weeks of thinking it fell into some black hole in my room (ironically enough, it wasn't even in my room!) Biruin mo, I edited an entire music video with no mouse! Mamma Mia. Speaking of, I haven't even watched that yet. Pierce Brosnan? Singing? Colin Firth? (Who is, by the way, forever my old man crush because of Bridget Jones' Diary and Love Actually) Shaking his bootay like he just don' care? Dayyuuum. Someone buy me the P100 DVD plz.
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO FREAKIN' TIPS N' TOES AND GETTING A FREAKIN' PEDICURE. So that Ysab and Bea won't laugh at me anymore and tell me that I need to get one. Or baka David's nalang. Whatever basta I'm getting one na okay? Okay? Wala na kasi akong oras mag paganda!!! Kaya wala akong boyfriend!!! Panget na ako, okay?! Panget!!!!!!
Uy easy ka lang girl.
I noticed that I've been throwing the word "love" around a lot lately. Most of the time, I'm lying. When I say "omg I think I love him," I think what I'm actually feeling is "omg, I wish I could." There's still something that isn't quite there yet. There are two people that I thought I was in love with. But to be gratingly, painfully, kick-you-in-the-crotch, spit-on-your-neck honest? I don't love any of them. None. I don't really want to.
Well, of course there is someone that I could name that I wish I was in love with. Pero hindi, eh. Like? Pwede na. Maybe my emotions are just off right now as a defense mechanism because I know that I'm setting myself up to falling right on my ass and, man oh man, I know that this is going to hurt. Bakit ba kailangan komplikado ang mga tao? Bakit hindi pwedeng simple lang ang buhay? Hay..
KADIRI ANG KADIRI NG POST NA ITO SERYOSO.
I'm getting disgusted at myself. Maybe it's cos I'm tired. I realized that I do like analyzing people and relationships when I'm tired. Don't ask me why, I'm not sure either. All I know is, last night I dreamt of high school and remember that time we skipped lunch and just quietly listened to music together? Yeah, that was when I knew. And that was the scene that I dreamt of last night. But this time, you looked angry, and I was cold. You looked at me and felt nothing, and I didn't even bother to make the effort.
I don't remember much of what else happened. But I do remember that your face changed. You became someone else, but for the love of all that is great and awesome, i don't remember whooooo.
And I'm thinking of what Sarah said, "love is watching someone die."
so who's gonna watch you die?
Music and I, you know, we're never gonna end. This is true love right here.
I played futsal again today after sitting on my ass for so many months.
I don't like that I'm so sluggish now, I can't even really think that well on the court anymore.
I need more physical activity
and walking from school to Katipunan does not count
I need to have regular exercise to counter the days wherein i have to sit on my ass, facing a computer, editing.
speaking of, we launched our music videos na and dood it was quite an experience
it was just like any other class with Quark, except Raymond (?) Bautista and Diego Mapa were part of the panel.
Sorry naman.
I've been trying to upload the video since Saturday morning but to no avail, youtube fails me. Or, my wifi fails me. Or both. Basta EPIC FAIL.
Dumadami na yung plans for the upcoming breaks. Sem break, then Christmas break, then the long sordid stretch before summer.
But I'm not even gonna allow myself to think of the summer yet.
Siguro mga early March/late Feb.
And useless ng blog entry na ito.
Sobrang puro blabber lang.
Meron kasi akong iniisip (actually, marami) na alam kong hindi ko naman pwedeng pag-usapan dito sa aking blog. Thank God for top secret 007 private ones. Hahahaha.
I just found my laptop's mouse after about two weeks of thinking it fell into some black hole in my room (ironically enough, it wasn't even in my room!) Biruin mo, I edited an entire music video with no mouse! Mamma Mia. Speaking of, I haven't even watched that yet. Pierce Brosnan? Singing? Colin Firth? (Who is, by the way, forever my old man crush because of Bridget Jones' Diary and Love Actually) Shaking his bootay like he just don' care? Dayyuuum. Someone buy me the P100 DVD plz.
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO FREAKIN' TIPS N' TOES AND GETTING A FREAKIN' PEDICURE. So that Ysab and Bea won't laugh at me anymore and tell me that I need to get one. Or baka David's nalang. Whatever basta I'm getting one na okay? Okay? Wala na kasi akong oras mag paganda!!! Kaya wala akong boyfriend!!! Panget na ako, okay?! Panget!!!!!!
Uy easy ka lang girl.
I noticed that I've been throwing the word "love" around a lot lately. Most of the time, I'm lying. When I say "omg I think I love him," I think what I'm actually feeling is "omg, I wish I could." There's still something that isn't quite there yet. There are two people that I thought I was in love with. But to be gratingly, painfully, kick-you-in-the-crotch, spit-on-your-neck honest? I don't love any of them. None. I don't really want to.
Well, of course there is someone that I could name that I wish I was in love with. Pero hindi, eh. Like? Pwede na. Maybe my emotions are just off right now as a defense mechanism because I know that I'm setting myself up to falling right on my ass and, man oh man, I know that this is going to hurt. Bakit ba kailangan komplikado ang mga tao? Bakit hindi pwedeng simple lang ang buhay? Hay..
KADIRI ANG KADIRI NG POST NA ITO SERYOSO.
I'm getting disgusted at myself. Maybe it's cos I'm tired. I realized that I do like analyzing people and relationships when I'm tired. Don't ask me why, I'm not sure either. All I know is, last night I dreamt of high school and remember that time we skipped lunch and just quietly listened to music together? Yeah, that was when I knew. And that was the scene that I dreamt of last night. But this time, you looked angry, and I was cold. You looked at me and felt nothing, and I didn't even bother to make the effort.
I don't remember much of what else happened. But I do remember that your face changed. You became someone else, but for the love of all that is great and awesome, i don't remember whooooo.
And I'm thinking of what Sarah said, "love is watching someone die."
so who's gonna watch you die?