there's a taste in my mouth that won't go away.

[mskookiepookie]

She looked at her ringing cellphone and wondered who was on the other line,
it's this sad, scratched up thing, way beyond its prime. She had tried once or twice to be rid of it
it's practically the only thing left that reminds her of him,
well turns out its her past come a-knocking.
Things had changed way beyond recognition
but it's that one sound that made her trip all over herself and turn back time
she's that little girl again, looking up at the stars and believing in forever
loving without question and needing nothing else.
it's their story, their stupid happily ever after
nothing had changed.

But the thing with change is it disguises itself so cleverly

(she's in that spot right now, you know. that spot where he first broke her heart.)

everything has changed.
everything always changes.

There are boys, sure. A couple, actually. They're not really that hard to find.
They're not really that hard to keep.
They put you on a pedestal,
look at you with hope
maybe love
or maybe they just want something that you haven't given yet so they stick around to see if you will
but you doubt you'd give it
you never really wanna give it.

Screw men!!!

hahahaha maybe i just need some alcohol.