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IT's my party and I'll cry if I want to...cry if I want to...cry if I want to...
So yea it's been a nice quiet bday. Not exactly what I was hoping for. I'm pretty upset that I haven't heard from a couple people today. But hey. What can you do? The housemates and the bf made it a nice day. Kelly Cole came over and made me lunch w/Aven. Ralph took me to dinner and a movie. There was a yellow cake w/choclate frosting waiting for me when I came home. Life is good. I guess. I'm feeling a lil lonely right now, and I dont think I really should be. So what is Sara or my Mom didn't call? Right? I mean, Sara is really busy and she works late hours, so maybe she'll call me after she gets off tonight. And Mom, well this just settles it all. I mean, it's etched in stone now, right? It would've been nice if some of his family said anything- b'c now it's very obvious how they feel and that's super shitty- but whatever. You can't please everyone. You can only please yourself and try to do what's best for you, right?
I'm an adult and I really shouldn't cry over whether or not my mom calls me on my bday, right? I mean, if she doesn't love me anymore, she doesn't. And that's ok, right? Or am I totally warranted in being so upset about it?
So yea it's been a nice quiet bday. Not exactly what I was hoping for. I'm pretty upset that I haven't heard from a couple people today. But hey. What can you do? The housemates and the bf made it a nice day. Kelly Cole came over and made me lunch w/Aven. Ralph took me to dinner and a movie. There was a yellow cake w/choclate frosting waiting for me when I came home. Life is good. I guess. I'm feeling a lil lonely right now, and I dont think I really should be. So what is Sara or my Mom didn't call? Right? I mean, Sara is really busy and she works late hours, so maybe she'll call me after she gets off tonight. And Mom, well this just settles it all. I mean, it's etched in stone now, right? It would've been nice if some of his family said anything- b'c now it's very obvious how they feel and that's super shitty- but whatever. You can't please everyone. You can only please yourself and try to do what's best for you, right?
I'm an adult and I really shouldn't cry over whether or not my mom calls me on my bday, right? I mean, if she doesn't love me anymore, she doesn't. And that's ok, right? Or am I totally warranted in being so upset about it?