I am pretty sure its a good sign when my significant other is intimidatingly perfect...I think

Sep 20, 2003 17:30

I have been spending a lot of time in the Kinkos in downtown LA because they have free internet access. I have been told this is a well kept secret, but Im letting the cat out of the bag.
We are almost certain that we now have an apartment... we actually sort of have two and were waiting to see if we can get the one we like or the slighlty more expensive second choice... I just fucking wish we could find out today.
So, I'm trying to assemble my portfolio so I can effectively apply/be admitted to California Institute of the Arts for the upcoming Spring semester, but I am finding it frustrating. I have about 9 items for it, and some more good ideas but thats not the problem. The problem is other people (namely Devin) all trying to give me advice on how best to assemble it when I feel like listening to them is an annoying waste of time. Sometimes I like their ideas better than mine, which is maddening, and sometimes I hate their ideas but don't want to say anything. Sometimes I flat out just do not understand their ideas, and sometimes they say that my ideas are bad, which just doesn't help because I'm not trying to get a critique, I'm just tryng to put something together thats fast and cheap that is just barely good enough. I dont even care if its great or even good as long as it gets me into school. I'm feeling exasperated and predictable and a little shut down and still "up in the air".
At least I can outspell all these motherfuckers.
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