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have you ever been doing some random but daily task and come to some great conclusion about something that has been bothering you? that happened to me on the way back from toms parents a few minutes ago. for the last couple of years i have been tryin to figure out why i hate christmas. i love the shopping and the gift planning and giving, but i hate everything else. i hate the celebrating, the music, the movies, the joy. every year i wonder why, and every year i remember.... and then for the next 11 months i work it back out of my thought process. so today was my day to remember... i hope i forget as quickly as i remember. 4 years and 2 days ago that fucker ruined my life. now i get to sit all alone all night and think about it.... how lucky for me.