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I miss my old friends. I mean I've still got most of the same ones, but they are all different now.. more outgoing, and what not... I miss the ones that used to be shy, or used to have strong morals, and so on and so forth.
Things are how they are and ive come to realize this. I mean its an obvious statement, but no matter how much I hear it, and/or say it, that doesnt mean i believe it.. but now i do. Theres nothing I am able to do about anything, and ive come to terms with that.
I can't help how I feel about things or people, but Im going to start trying to help it becuase the situations i put myself in are fucking ridiculous. And somewhere... something inside of me is sitting back and laughing at me for being so childish for thinking for even a second things would be how i wanted them to be. life isnt perfect, this im well aware of. Everyone has their little taste of perfection in life... but when is it my turn.
Im always out of my league. People are just too afraid to admit it to me.
Things are how they are and ive come to realize this. I mean its an obvious statement, but no matter how much I hear it, and/or say it, that doesnt mean i believe it.. but now i do. Theres nothing I am able to do about anything, and ive come to terms with that.
I can't help how I feel about things or people, but Im going to start trying to help it becuase the situations i put myself in are fucking ridiculous. And somewhere... something inside of me is sitting back and laughing at me for being so childish for thinking for even a second things would be how i wanted them to be. life isnt perfect, this im well aware of. Everyone has their little taste of perfection in life... but when is it my turn.
Im always out of my league. People are just too afraid to admit it to me.