"Don't you dare scream~"
Back in Richmond for my last week til I go back home to Northern VA for hopefully the rest of summer (the only thing that could possibly keep me here is crappy grades). Everything kinda rides on this class, and well, I'm slightly worried. If all I needed to do was pass (as usual), then I'd not be so worried. But really, I'm just tired of not getting anywhere. I'm tired of saying "well I want to transfer into this program, but currently my GPA sucks too much".
I'll be dead honest. I'm not the most hard working person or motivated person on the planet. I hopefully always attempt however to put effort forward when effort is needed. It's a simple film study class really, I just need to put more effort forward.
Should everything go just as planned, I can look forward to well... finally attempting to get a job over the summer =_=. Likely just plain ol' retail job, it's not like I'm really qualified for much else (cept maybe graphic work, but that'd be some serious negotiating). Regardless, I just need some money for later in the summer, so yeah.
I need to really well, be somewhat more productive. It'd be pretty depressing if I stated how long I've been looking at folding tables online.
Yeah. Folding tables.
Been having some weird dreams lately too. Some bittersweet, some just plain unpleasant. Hopefully they don't mean anything pertaining to the future :/
Also, see Up. You must.
Random Comments: it's sad to want to just sleep in order to pass the time. but that's how it mostly is :/
I'll be dead honest. I'm not the most hard working person or motivated person on the planet. I hopefully always attempt however to put effort forward when effort is needed. It's a simple film study class really, I just need to put more effort forward.
Should everything go just as planned, I can look forward to well... finally attempting to get a job over the summer =_=. Likely just plain ol' retail job, it's not like I'm really qualified for much else (cept maybe graphic work, but that'd be some serious negotiating). Regardless, I just need some money for later in the summer, so yeah.
I need to really well, be somewhat more productive. It'd be pretty depressing if I stated how long I've been looking at folding tables online.
Yeah. Folding tables.
Been having some weird dreams lately too. Some bittersweet, some just plain unpleasant. Hopefully they don't mean anything pertaining to the future :/
Also, see Up. You must.
Random Comments: it's sad to want to just sleep in order to pass the time. but that's how it mostly is :/