Apr 18, 2005 14:37
I'm in Maki's class right now...this week has been completely fucked up. Apu is doing much worse...he has at the least a few days and at the most a few months...its really horrible. I try to act normall at school but this whole weekend i was miserable. My friends have been there...kinda...i just think its difficult for them to understand. I saw him on friday and on sunday. He gets out of the hospital tomorrow and this friday i have a Sader that im going to for passover and im really scared its the last holiday were all gonna share together. I think alon is gonna come so it will really help to have his support. I just try not to think about it :(.
On Saterday i went to Irvine and im definately going there. Its such a beautiful campus. I love the campus and the dorms and most importantly their theater program. They do 7 productions a year 2 or 3 of which are musicals so im really happy about that at least. AP's are comming up and i really wanna get a more permanent job over summer...i might work at reseda as a musical director for the summer school...Mr. Moore said he would try to get mr tarin to pay me...that would be really cool cuz its exactly what im doing now. Things are so crazy...I was sooo hoping that senior year was going to be care free...didn't work out too well i guess :-/