alcohol
last night i got drunk for the first time... completely by accident: i only had two drinks!! i was scared out of my mind and i wanted to quit as bartender. i dont want anyone to feel like i felt last night and i'm still groggy and supposed to be going to the mountains for a getaway with my boyfriend and his best friend and girl tomorrow till monday. augh! i hate alcohol. i dont wanna drink again....
oh, so blawson has suddenly started textin me, he appears to not be doing well spiritually... so i dont think i'm the right person to talk to. he betta not be tryna get at me. i already shot down Jerk, tombout some "i love u" and all this crap. i told him i'm perfectly happy with the man i have and he's too little too late. more so too little. he aint man enough for me. there's only one man i need in my life and i have him and he's not going anywhere. i love him soooo much! but anyways, this entry is sposed to be about alcohol
I WILL NEVER GET DRUNK AGAIN!
oh, so blawson has suddenly started textin me, he appears to not be doing well spiritually... so i dont think i'm the right person to talk to. he betta not be tryna get at me. i already shot down Jerk, tombout some "i love u" and all this crap. i told him i'm perfectly happy with the man i have and he's too little too late. more so too little. he aint man enough for me. there's only one man i need in my life and i have him and he's not going anywhere. i love him soooo much! but anyways, this entry is sposed to be about alcohol
I WILL NEVER GET DRUNK AGAIN!