Dec 28, 2005 21:03
In the beginning of 2005---
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
Yes. Tsui-jen. Last new years, i was drunk, happy, smiling, and sitting
outside with my mom. i had no plans, i had no goals, i didnt really
care and t.j. brought that out in me.
How old were you?:
15 young years.
What was your outlook on the world?:
i really had no outlook, but i thought it couldnt get any better than
this. so what, my parents hate my girlfriend. so what, everybody hates
her. i thought she was awesome. and she was... now and then. but mostly
back then. now, i dont know her.
How were you doing at school/your job?:
how i have always been doing. its always the outside of school stuff
that gets me. this time, the outside of school stuff wasnt worth the
sacrifice.
What did you most look forward to?:
A new year of happiness, love, and hopefully to go into set/interior design, but i just didnt know how.
Did you make New Year's Resolutions?:
Everything was very short term, so my resolution was getting home on
time and my mom not getting angry that i was with her. i was drunk.
passed out at about 10.
What was your biggest worry?:
Acceptance from parents. oh yea.
What did you do with your spare time?:
Party. oh god.
What did you do for fun?:
Hang out with the girlfriend.
In the middle of 2005---(june)
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
NO. happily single
Had your outlook on the world changed?:
Yes. i was with ally the entire summer, and i had a great time. met
alot of people, started to get over the ex, basically had myself a good
time, less drinking.
What did you spend your summer doing?:
go to the gym, party, hang out, volleyball, dance, laughter, babysitting, having a good summer.
Did you get tan?:
Oh yea. i was sexy tan from all of the volleyball (at a pool with a bunch of friend, mind you.)
Who'd you hang out with, mainly?:
Ally, christina, kira, johan, friends, scoot scoot, dj buddies, etc.
Did you go visit anywhere?:
everywhere i could. no joke.
What was your biggest worry?:
school starting again.
What was the most fun event that happened?:
i can not name them between the raves, dance parties, social
gatherings, gym sessions, pool parties, good times, good music, great
people.
Now, the end of 2005---
Still got a significant other?:
Terena.
THANK THE LORD I FOUND HER! everything is amazing in this relationship,
and its very very open which was the downfall to my last one. if
something bothers me, i tell her. she tells me. etc. its very much an
improvement from my last one, but i cant forget how much i learned
about myself from my mistakes.
How old are you?:
16, but
it doesnt feel like it. Im set designing. Im managing a theatre
alongside Ryan, not underneath him. its a sense of equality with people
that i love. it doesnt feel 16.
What major changes have happened since the year began?:
since
the year began, i have grown as a person, grown as a girlfriend, grown
as a daughter... and at a designer, duh. thank god i found ryan. thank
god. I did an entire show, got alot of amazing publicity from it and
whatnot... it was overall amazing
What thing that happened stands out in your mind?:
a tie between hoopersville and terena. I guess they go hand in hand. Basically, METRO ARTS FOUND ME!!!
What was the most embarrassing moment?:
Ultra lost in the desert. Doni and his babies, Terena, Me, Natasha, Crack in a can, bonfires????!?!?,
your lowest point?:
Right after i broke up with Tsuijen, i went crazy.
how did the year go?:
Most influential year so far. I mean, come on. I went from party and
t.j. to theatre and terena. How strange a transition? HOW MIRACULOUS AN
OUTCOME!?
.
What thing would you change if you could?:
invest in my own fucking staplegun. other than that, i dont believe change can ever stop the inevitable. or something?
For 2006---
What do you plan to not do that you did this year?:
Overplan and overwork myself (and forget about health). BAD idea, mary.
Do you think it'll be WORSE than this year?:
Nope. It can only get better... but its already pretty great.
What are your pre-New Year's resolutions?
Continue on with set design, get back on track with school, love myself
more, fix a few relationships..... and love my girlfriend as much as
she deserves. which is pretty much infinate love, so lets get started.
-Mary