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Of course, today has throughly sucked as predicted. Cant stop thinking about yesterday. But today does hold treasures, I am picking Jeff up from the airport. That should provide lots of driving entertainment. THEN i have to drive him home. THEN I have to pick jen up, THEN I have to drive us to Kalamazoo. My mom wants me to leave tomorrow morning but I keep telling her that I have to drive Jen home. Plus the ride will go faster if she is there.
My body feels so jittery. I don't know if it is because I dont eat right or if it is because of yesterday or if I'm anticipating today's events. Or maybe its my period, or the chai I had today.
I cant stop thinking about yesterdays topics of disscussion. Out of context it is difficult to know what to think about anything. That always happens, I talk and then my world stops and I have to think things over. I've never known anything different from what I have, so I guess it is difficult to know what I want. I wish I could have been able to think yesterday, without being so nervous. I would have explained things better, and not said stupid frivolous things. I didn't want to have fluff discussions, but I couldn't muster up the balls to say real words with substance.
Maybe yesterday wasn't so great after all.
Yes it was.
ahhh, I don't know.
good bye, time to pack things up.