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well i fell for it once again. I dont know what is wrong with me. i didnt even watch the whole hour of the oc!! damn! Well on the bright side, it was my birthday and that definetly was THEEE best present i got that day. it has been wayyy tooooo long. i think that night was theeee best night that i have ever had before. He told me that it would be different this time that i am not the rebound girl that he is going to talk to me everyday. that he loves my body. that he likes me so much that he got my a cake, cus he knew how bad that i wanted one. He told me that i can think what i want but i am so not the rebound girl. what the hell?? what am i then? a frickin prostitute?? yea right. so not me. i cant believe that i am telling myself this again. for the second time. i wish that he was just the way he is with me all the time. and i wish that he didnt front and be stupid.anyways. i am not as sad and let down this time. i kind of expected it to be that way. Yesterday my mom asked me if i have ever kissed anyone. i told her no. hahaha little does she know.... what you dont know wont hurt you. right? riiiight....she was like well do you see yourself dressing different for college? i was all what do you think? you are lucky i am even going to college! ill probably show up in my favorite plaid pair of pjs. =) she was telling me that there is a whole new wave of guys there that i should try to impress. i tried to explain to her that my prince charming and a half will love me if i wear my seven for all mankind jeans or my i feel like crap sweat shirt. she didnt grasp that fact.anyways... i havent been on myspace in a while. i let crystal make mine really cool.i havent seen it yet.
I keep thinking about him!!! i catch myself in class dreaming of him in front of me telling me that we are going to go out to eat... in public!! haha yeah that wont happen. but maybe one of these days. He gets to eat at outback and black angus for free. NOTHING!! and he still wont take me. that, my friend, is a cheap date!! well two of my friends are starting to be friends again and that is grand. i like both of them and i want to hang out with them both together again. hopefully soon they will see that they really do love eachother and something that was so big a few months ago isnt worth ruining a friendship over. well thats it ... heres something fun:: =)
You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader
81%
Ghetto gangsta
75%
Punk/Rebel
63%
Stoner
38%
Goth
31%
Drama nerd
31%
Loner
6%
Geek
0%
What's Your High School Stereotype?
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I keep thinking about him!!! i catch myself in class dreaming of him in front of me telling me that we are going to go out to eat... in public!! haha yeah that wont happen. but maybe one of these days. He gets to eat at outback and black angus for free. NOTHING!! and he still wont take me. that, my friend, is a cheap date!! well two of my friends are starting to be friends again and that is grand. i like both of them and i want to hang out with them both together again. hopefully soon they will see that they really do love eachother and something that was so big a few months ago isnt worth ruining a friendship over. well thats it ... heres something fun:: =)
You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader
81%
Ghetto gangsta
75%
Punk/Rebel
63%
Stoner
38%
Goth
31%
Drama nerd
31%
Loner
6%
Geek
0%
What's Your High School Stereotype?
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