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i've been gone from life for way tooo long.
i'm feeling really down lately. i don't know why exactly.
i'm completely exhausted. and my mom called today to tell me she's moving back into our house, i'm like fuck no! you need to stay at rehab the rest of your life! and we got into this huge ass fight on the phone. i really feel like fucking cursing right now, so excuse the fucking language. talking to jay.
drunk jay= boring as fucking hell
i need him to liven up, or i need to find something else to do/someone else to talk to
i need a boyfriend i think. i need someone, not necessarily a boyfriend, but someone who can understand me.
i threw my fucking rubber bands in the trash, now i have nothing. no razors, no anything sharp, no rubberbands...so i've resorted to chewing on my lip, and i have nothing to show for it.
i'm going now.
jay just like internet yelled at me, it was weird! i didn't like it. haha
i'm done now. night
i'm feeling really down lately. i don't know why exactly.
i'm completely exhausted. and my mom called today to tell me she's moving back into our house, i'm like fuck no! you need to stay at rehab the rest of your life! and we got into this huge ass fight on the phone. i really feel like fucking cursing right now, so excuse the fucking language. talking to jay.
drunk jay= boring as fucking hell
i need him to liven up, or i need to find something else to do/someone else to talk to
i need a boyfriend i think. i need someone, not necessarily a boyfriend, but someone who can understand me.
i threw my fucking rubber bands in the trash, now i have nothing. no razors, no anything sharp, no rubberbands...so i've resorted to chewing on my lip, and i have nothing to show for it.
i'm going now.
jay just like internet yelled at me, it was weird! i didn't like it. haha
i'm done now. night