Oct 20, 2004 20:17
It was nice to be able to see David, although he didn't stay up very long, but he had to go to work in the morning. It was a little weird at first when I came over, I guess because i've been so mean to him and we've been fighting... but after he layed down, then I decided to lay down next to him... and he got all close to me and we cuddled... it was nice. I'm not sure how long its been since i've seen him... not that long really... but long enough. I do feel bad for being mean to him, but sometimes it just seems easier to be mean because the person will be mad at you or hate you and then you guys fight and then you start to hate the other person and then... gosh... just seems easier when you can't actually be with the other person. Excuses... excuses... I know. I would be there now, but he has to do something tonight so hes taking a nap before he goes, but when he gets back I think i'm gonna go over there for a lil bit. Hopefully he doesn't get home too late though. Luckly he doesn't live to far really, cause it seemed like it only took 5mins. to get there last night, I guess cause it was late and there wasn't many cars out. Blah... what do I do untill 1-2AM???