Feb 13, 2005 00:07
alot has happened but i dont really wanna write evrything down. im just gonna say that im really depressed right now. i seriously hate my life so bad right now and i cant fucking stand this shit. and for once it has nothing to do with my father or mother. i just feel like im alone. i seriously feel really depressed and really alone and i just feel like crying. im not gonna cut my self or kill my self or some stupid shit like that so dont comment saying not to do anything stupid cause im not. so if im gonna be a bitch for the next couple of days, please dont take it personally or get pissed of at me cause i just need some fucking time to be in a bad moo. cause i am never in a bad mood and i am never a bitch to anybody who doesnt deserve it. so i think i need to like take a couple days of my nicness and shit so i can be a bitch just like the people who made me depressed.