Aug 22, 2005 02:03
i know i'm high maintenance when it comes to relationships, but, in all fairness, i warned him numerous times. :)
i love my boyfriend. i just have a problem where i really like attention and i like lots of it and i like for him to be exactly how he was when we first started dating, like how he always pursued me and thought i was fabulous and basically saw me as something really great. he, of course, still thinks he is lucky to have me, but i like when he acts like it.
turns out he was being all moody last night because i was going out and he isn't very secure with that idea. i don't blame him a single bit because i know what it's like to be jealous and i tend to play it off with a mad, sort of "i don't care" attitude. i just love him. he tries so hard. and it's so cute. sometimes i laugh at it because i know all he wants is to make me happy and here i am making everything confusing. however, that is my duty as a female, now isn't it?
baby, i'm the lucky one.