midnight sun
between the silence and the endless laughter,
in the peacefulness in a gloomy morning
i can picture it,
i can picture you,
picturing me thinking of you,
dreaming of you..
ahh,
what a relieved,
after all this time,
after months of denial,
after years of loosing my soul,
after endless nights i spend
try to dream,
try to picture a different life,
different pattern,
different face
your face erupt like the magma out from a volcano
awaken my long burried emotion,
passion,
of life,
of dreams,
of future,
of you...
i cannot think of better way,
cannot think of better option,
cannot turn around and choose another
cannot bear one more day in denial
if this is all i get,
if through all these i can have
if between all these i must live through
then i rather have this
i laugh again today,
i feel the passion yearning
i read again,
i actually can let the music flow
i can actually can see my dreams fly through me,
out of the hidden place,
i can actually feel the muse come back
and i can find my long lost hidden family,
the creation of my imagination
... and i actually miss it,
i can actually embrace it,
i can actually managed to keep them all
long enough,
strong enough,
alive enough
to keep going,
to keep toying
to let my mind recreating the lines i left behind
to, eventually, let my fingers type the word
of the play i see inside my head
if living through them
if listening through all these,
if reading passages about others life can bring you,
can bring us here
then i
have nothing
to complain about
if through the morning light
and the midnight sun
and the laughter and struggles
and the rhythm of unspoken song
i can be with you
then i rather have that
if this is not love then i don't know how to call it,
if this is not insanity then i have no other name for it,
but if this an obsession,
i just have to agree
i'm obsess with you
cause life without you
is a life a cannot bear to live by
hear my laughter today, love
can't you see the smile upon my face?
can't you see the way i mention the names on my lips?
midnight sun,
and us...
in the peacefulness in a gloomy morning
i can picture it,
i can picture you,
picturing me thinking of you,
dreaming of you..
ahh,
what a relieved,
after all this time,
after months of denial,
after years of loosing my soul,
after endless nights i spend
try to dream,
try to picture a different life,
different pattern,
different face
your face erupt like the magma out from a volcano
awaken my long burried emotion,
passion,
of life,
of dreams,
of future,
of you...
i cannot think of better way,
cannot think of better option,
cannot turn around and choose another
cannot bear one more day in denial
if this is all i get,
if through all these i can have
if between all these i must live through
then i rather have this
i laugh again today,
i feel the passion yearning
i read again,
i actually can let the music flow
i can actually can see my dreams fly through me,
out of the hidden place,
i can actually feel the muse come back
and i can find my long lost hidden family,
the creation of my imagination
... and i actually miss it,
i can actually embrace it,
i can actually managed to keep them all
long enough,
strong enough,
alive enough
to keep going,
to keep toying
to let my mind recreating the lines i left behind
to, eventually, let my fingers type the word
of the play i see inside my head
if living through them
if listening through all these,
if reading passages about others life can bring you,
can bring us here
then i
have nothing
to complain about
if through the morning light
and the midnight sun
and the laughter and struggles
and the rhythm of unspoken song
i can be with you
then i rather have that
if this is not love then i don't know how to call it,
if this is not insanity then i have no other name for it,
but if this an obsession,
i just have to agree
i'm obsess with you
cause life without you
is a life a cannot bear to live by
hear my laughter today, love
can't you see the smile upon my face?
can't you see the way i mention the names on my lips?
midnight sun,
and us...