Nov 07, 2011 23:58
What a day...I want to scream at someone,mainly myself...shouting match with the mirror?
I'm just learning this how to settle into adulthood thing but I don't need to that uptight,so serious about e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g person that most people are...I would rather drive a stake through my shoe...without my foot in it of course, but it has to be an ugly pair of shoes...maybe my Hello Kitty slippers Daisy June(my shih tzu) mangled and kitty looks like she needs to be put out of her misery.
I have so many things swirling around in my noggin that I'm starting to get dizzy..but this is nothing new. It's just one more thing that makes me wonder if other people are like me(besides derelicts and serial killers...bahaha...) I get overwhelmed sometimes by all the stuff that comes at me and even though none of it is bad...on the contrary it's all stuff that would promote growth in my life but at times it all sounds so good and being that it's in my head...it's all vastly different but somehow very similar at the same time.(yes, it's maddening!!!) I just don't know which direction to follow and I'm afraid it will all slip away from me if I can't wrap it all up in one neat little package. I just want to round out my life and career as much as I possibly can because I am still trying to play catch up for wasted years. I swear I will never have another one but if I find that I do, I will drastically change my life and find my happiness my way...but that's for a later time.
Ugh, one day I will get all this right, right?
I sure think so :)
Love and lollipops,
~Vickie Lynn