...Trust me...I'm certified to feed people....
Poker is hard tonight.
Everyone is drinking and being loud and I'm not in the mood.
I can't focus on the cards.
I can't drink, because my stomach hurts.
Today has been hard.
I've been studying all day long, and it's put me in quite a mood.
It's not one of those moods that are abrupt, it's the kind that sneak up on you and then WHAM! you just feel awful.
Everything is moving fast, and I'm really...down.
I think it's all the stress of this exam tomorrow, and the fact that I had "falling out" with someone here, and I just feel confused and bad about everything.
Life really wasn't a big deal until about...oh two hours ago.
Then WHAM! fight night.
yes.
I don't know... everything seems to be falling apart everytime I move or blink or breathe.
...Life is wonderful...
I have to change the light bulb in my desk lamp, because it's dead.
Fuckin figures.
OK.
I'm going to get moving.
It's now SIX degrees outside, and I'm going to take a walk.
I know it's freezing and it's late and I'll be wandering around alone, but oh well.
I need to walk.
It will feel good to feel cold.
P.S.
Thanks for the wonderful Christmas gift, Joe.
Thanks for thinking of me.
It made my day to get some mail.
It really did.
Everyone is drinking and being loud and I'm not in the mood.
I can't focus on the cards.
I can't drink, because my stomach hurts.
Today has been hard.
I've been studying all day long, and it's put me in quite a mood.
It's not one of those moods that are abrupt, it's the kind that sneak up on you and then WHAM! you just feel awful.
Everything is moving fast, and I'm really...down.
I think it's all the stress of this exam tomorrow, and the fact that I had "falling out" with someone here, and I just feel confused and bad about everything.
Life really wasn't a big deal until about...oh two hours ago.
Then WHAM! fight night.
yes.
I don't know... everything seems to be falling apart everytime I move or blink or breathe.
...Life is wonderful...
I have to change the light bulb in my desk lamp, because it's dead.
Fuckin figures.
OK.
I'm going to get moving.
It's now SIX degrees outside, and I'm going to take a walk.
I know it's freezing and it's late and I'll be wandering around alone, but oh well.
I need to walk.
It will feel good to feel cold.
P.S.
Thanks for the wonderful Christmas gift, Joe.
Thanks for thinking of me.
It made my day to get some mail.
It really did.