An old entry edited for this journal

Jan 15, 2005 22:24

A Message (written December 2003, modified January 2005)

In the past year and few months, I have been recalling times where I have thought of taking my own life. I never made attempts to do it, but I had thoughts about what I could do, but they were all impossible. I feel sad a lot of the time because I am a lonely young woman. I have friends I see about twice a week since we are all pretty busy, but that is fine with me.
I know that these people care about me, even if they don't show it a lot. They have saved me with their kind gestures and their love. I'm thankful that I live, even though life is tough.

Please don't even think of taking your own life. A lot of people will miss you, even if you think they don't care at all. Please find someone to tell. Soon!

Thanks for reading.

I wrote this a long time ago. A lot has changed and things go better sometimes, but life is still hard.
If I was dead, would I be writing in this journal tonight?

I hope some people will read my journal. Good night everyone. Like I said in my previous entry, I write more when I can.
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