hello, children!
so, it is now official: i am online and my computer is working. pole is right. i can no longer use, "i'm not on livejournal, goddammit!" as an excuse. which brings me to this: i missed trivia last night. sorry. there are many reasons why i didn't go, but mostly, i forgot it was monday. really.
i started a new job and it has rearranged my freaken weekend. however, it's a job, and i really need one that offers what my last job didn't. so anyway, i'll probably be working every saturday unless i specifically request not to work. i actually have been enjoying what i'm doing; i decorate cakes at bruno's. it pays pretty well, there are benefits, it's nearly in the hood, and it's creative. butt, it's corporate. so, i don't think i'll be there long. i have learned some cool shit to do with icing, i mean, other than the stuff your mom taught me.
nutty and i have been quite holed up in our shell lately. for one, we've been so broke the past couple of weeks that we really have been limited in what we can and can't do. that should end soon, before this freaken weekend, in fact, and i am greatly looking forward to ragin', and ragin' hard. well, saturday, at least. i can only mildly rage on friday, as i have to work on saturday morning at eight. i'm definitely down for some b-day funk and some movie-going.
on the introspective tip, i have been feeling pretty down lately. i think that the results of my apathy are beginning to weigh quite heavy and i just don't see any way to shift some of that weight. i started working out again this past week, and that has helped some. my lack of motivation -- see, i even know what the problem is -- just really disappoints me. there are so many things that i really need to be doing, but i talk my self out of even getting started. it makes me cringe to admit it. i suck.
enough of that.
in less than a month, i'm going to be an aunt. for you, this may not seem like a big deal, but to me, this is awesome! it probably comes as no surprise to you that i'm just jumping out of my shoes at the idea of having children of my own. i have much love to give; what more could any kid want? well, lots, which is why i'm glad someone else in my family is doing it first. yay, nephew!
that is all for now.
i started a new job and it has rearranged my freaken weekend. however, it's a job, and i really need one that offers what my last job didn't. so anyway, i'll probably be working every saturday unless i specifically request not to work. i actually have been enjoying what i'm doing; i decorate cakes at bruno's. it pays pretty well, there are benefits, it's nearly in the hood, and it's creative. butt, it's corporate. so, i don't think i'll be there long. i have learned some cool shit to do with icing, i mean, other than the stuff your mom taught me.
nutty and i have been quite holed up in our shell lately. for one, we've been so broke the past couple of weeks that we really have been limited in what we can and can't do. that should end soon, before this freaken weekend, in fact, and i am greatly looking forward to ragin', and ragin' hard. well, saturday, at least. i can only mildly rage on friday, as i have to work on saturday morning at eight. i'm definitely down for some b-day funk and some movie-going.
on the introspective tip, i have been feeling pretty down lately. i think that the results of my apathy are beginning to weigh quite heavy and i just don't see any way to shift some of that weight. i started working out again this past week, and that has helped some. my lack of motivation -- see, i even know what the problem is -- just really disappoints me. there are so many things that i really need to be doing, but i talk my self out of even getting started. it makes me cringe to admit it. i suck.
enough of that.
in less than a month, i'm going to be an aunt. for you, this may not seem like a big deal, but to me, this is awesome! it probably comes as no surprise to you that i'm just jumping out of my shoes at the idea of having children of my own. i have much love to give; what more could any kid want? well, lots, which is why i'm glad someone else in my family is doing it first. yay, nephew!
that is all for now.