I really dont want to lose it.
Life sucks so much right now. I feel so alone and scared. The only person in this world who truly cares about me and that I can trust is leaving. My dad is completely going insane on me about money. I dont know what I'm going to do. I wish I didnt always have to do things all by myself all the time. I know its somewhat of my doing but trust me, I wish I had people that I could go to. I really do.