Goal the First

Nov 22, 2012 04:11

Part of my problems with life is my lack of deciding.
So I've decided.

My goal is to find what I Really Really want to do.
From there I can figure out how to get there.  But I have to figure out where it is.

Crazy Job Ideas
Be an Author.
Be in a Band
BROADWAY
Work with Larry... Something to do with her designs.  So I can have cool clothing and she can make cool clothing.
Be the official behind the scenes vlogger for a neat tv show.  and do DVD Features too.
ACT IN A HIT TV SHOW.  Or at least a long one.

When I was little I wanted to be a teacher.  But I don't like that anymore.  At least not right at this moment.  I think it's because it comes with a very strict schedule.
I don't like how strict my schedule is now.  I can't work 'normal' hours.  And I have 4 months a year that I can't have off at all for STUPID reasons.
I think... I've pretty much decided that I can't stay in TV.  Because... it makes me sad to think about where things are going.  I tell people that my job is disappearing because of downsizing, and they say it's the economy... but it's not a job that will come back.  Because they're automating it.  And paying people poorly to do the work that used to take 2 or 3 or 5 people.  And they're not going to he hiring those people back when the economy gets better.
And I love my job... but I'm tired of news people.
And I love my job... but I want time to do things I like when the rest of the world isn't asleep
And I love my job... but.... but... but... I don't love it enough.

ponder that, realization, work, ramblings

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