Happy B-day to ME!!!!!!!
i've come to really realize I cause myself to become depressed to the point of sickness. I truly don't know why I do it or how I do it. I just do! Right now I should honestly be really happy or just even glad that in a couple of minutes literally it'll be my birthday. But of course staying true to my mood and attitude I'm not. And that adds to my sadness. I wish that becoming 20 will allow me to learn a few things, maybe even gain a few things and loss some of course ; )!
I'm becoming so miserable in the last couple of hours and i swear it's only because i allow shit to bother me. I try to control shit i have no control over.
So now i'm off to bed hoping that in the morning i'll be feeling better or if not hello Henny!
I'm becoming so miserable in the last couple of hours and i swear it's only because i allow shit to bother me. I try to control shit i have no control over.
So now i'm off to bed hoping that in the morning i'll be feeling better or if not hello Henny!