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Usually I know exactly what I'm feeling. It can be - and often is - a number of contradictory things at once, but I can identify them all. Today I feel as if my head and heart are deeper and stranger than I'd ever suspected - as if I turned a corner one day, in the house of my head, and found a new door, opening onto a tunnel, a wing, a courtyard, a garden. And in the garden a pool, and in the pool strange fish.