different perspectives.....

[msamm12d]

its been a while..again. lets see: it was sarah and reims birthdays monday and tuesday so happy birthday to them :)what else.. oh. ok- u kno how when u like a person ur completly wrapped up in them and ur blinded? if u said no then idk. ur weird i guess. well thats how i was. but then it takes just a few people to snap u outta it? well in my case it was more like 1, but same thing. so now i no longer like anyone and idk, things r getting better i guess. but i was thinking about alot of stuff and it kinda scared me. does anyone else realize that in 2 years were graduating?? as in everyone goes off and does their own thing? as in were done w. stevenson n people weve known like forever? to me, thats scary. idk what i wanna do when i graduate n idk who im gonna keep in touch w. but i keep thinking like all the people i used to b freinds w. and how at our like reunion how weird its gonna b. were all gonna be more mature ((hopefully)) and moved on. and what if then, when were like 40, were gonna realize all the mistakes we made and it might b too late then. im not sure if this is making sense... it makes sense in my head tho. (thank you lauguna beach for making me think more profoundly) cant believe christmas is almost here. doesnt really feel like it. its not even snowing! >:0 just ugly and cold. ugh. i hate michigan. and after christmas is new years, which im looking forward to :) hmm, but on the brite side, me and kristina are talking on a normal basis and i realized how much i miss her and how many amazzzing times we had at schwarzkoff (i cant believe after 4 years i can still spell that) she mite b coming here next year :D so i think ill end this on a happy note. laterr kidds

*16 till christmas*

HAPPY SWEEET 16TH CADYY!! ILU!! GREAT TIMES- HAVE A GOOD ONE : D