Ohh....ailing stomach!
Okay, so I think my emotional state of mind is playing of my physical state. My life became sufficently awkward last night when I saw someone for the first time since we stopped talking six months ago. Things were really awkward at first, especially since there was a drunk girl hanging all over said person, which made me feel even more uncomfortable. But as the night progressed it seemed to get better, it even seemed normal, but then when I left I got a goodbye similar to that of my hello: ambivalent yet impersonal. If that wasn't enough, I made the stupid mistake of calling said person just to talk, but alas no answer...and no call back from my message. Could said person be busy? Yes. Not have access to their phone? Yes. Just plain busy? Yes. But that doesn't take away from the fact that this senario seems all to familiar from the relationship I've had with said person in the past. So...am I a little worried? You betcha.
On top of everything, I feel like I have a emotional hangover. It's like a regular hangover, but it doesn't need any alcohol to induce it. I think the 5.5 hours of restless sleep didn't exactly help either.
I think I have done an adequate job of ramboling now, so I think I'm going to study or take a nap or both.
Until next time...
On top of everything, I feel like I have a emotional hangover. It's like a regular hangover, but it doesn't need any alcohol to induce it. I think the 5.5 hours of restless sleep didn't exactly help either.
I think I have done an adequate job of ramboling now, so I think I'm going to study or take a nap or both.
Until next time...