Afraid, and not liking it
Have you ever been petrified of something because it just keeps running through your head over and over, and each time you just add more things to the situation that just makes it even worse than it already seems? Because that's what I've done for the last few days and I absolutely hate it. I wish I could stop thinking about this stupid thing but I can't. People pulling away sucks ass, and it sucks even more when you can't get things cleared up. I just don't want to ever regret not trying, but in order to try other people need to be receptive and try back with me damn it! AHHHHHHHH! Okay, enough ranting for one night. Off to bed.